.... OMG this is my most favourite saying ever, it pertains to every situation and learning experience I’ve ever been involved in. It's the magical aspect of never being a absolute expert and serves to keep our knowledge limitless. When we align with something 'we know' it becomes one of our truth's, the more supported we think it is the more true to us it becomes and the more important it feels. As I write my mini course ‘The Truth AboutTruth’ I have become aware that understanding truth is more imperative now than it ever has been but in a way that may surprise you.
Right now all around the world truth is in full focus, truth is polarising people either by a deep need to state and back up their truth or by a deep need to find what is true. Right now there are so many arguments about what is true and what is not true as opinions and discussions are bandied about in the news, on social media and of course in person. In response to these 'discussions' there appears to be a trend to have only 1 truth right now that all must willingly adhere to and to support this 1 truth there happens to be a wonderful term ‘conspiracy theorist’ thrown about all willy nilly like to describe anyone who isn’t following the chosen truth, the narrative. Its really quite befuddling to get my head around 1 truth, in my entire life I have never known anything to have only 1 truth, there is always another perspective, another question to ask or another viewpoint to see things from. To choose 1 truth means to create immense limitations surrounding that 1 truth.
It can be as draining as it is interesting to watch this all unfold, I can feel the energy of people being tapped out defending their position (any position), I can feel the drain of people being shut down if they dare think something outside the narrative and I can feel the oppression of people being told exactly how to think as if we are all soldiers lined up to salute. It has had an impact on me personally too, which I really only became aware of last night, you see my social media posts lately have only been about my shop but my world is not only about my shop, I am a crystal energy healer, a course writer and I have a lot to say but I am not saying it. I have realised that I am holding back and it is from a deep dread of being judged and a pure dislike of being boxed into something I am not. Right now anyone that has any opinion that isn't exactly in line with the narrative is fully judged, you are either in or completely out, but I am not fully in nor completely out, I have questions and understanding of many views related to Covid-19 within the narrative and outside it.
I haven't lost my marbles but my gut tells me there are questions to be asked and I've seen real true facts and documents that support the need to ask questions. But back to me, see some time ago I came out of my closet to declare to the world I am a crystal energy healer and with that came some judgement and the need for me to undo my reaction to negative social stigma in order to be true to me. And here I am now effectively hiding behind my very gorgeous online crystal shop so as not to